heyz.. this is goin 2 b a kinda impt post.....
in case all of u wer wonderin y i dint wear me tie n sl badge 2dae, wel, pls get used 2 tt idea, cuz i wun b an sl next term too. u shudnt ask y, juz noe tt i wun b n sl. i realli hope all of u will juz noe diz fact n kinda lyk, dun look shocked next term. basically i've juz made a choice n u all shudnt dink too much bout diz, n juz 2 let u noe tt heyz its okies. realli. wt i realli realli hope is tt u guyz PLS PLS PLS dun look shocked n start askin me wt happened 2 yr tie n stff, kaez?
in life, we seldom treasure e dings we hav, n we dun realise their value until we lose dem. du u hear diz alot? wel i du, n i nv realli thut bout it b4, but i can c e meanin of impt things now. life isnt juz bout bein e best, der r much more meaninful dingz, lyk frenship n belivin n yrself, pursuin dingz tt u dink r worthy n treasure everydinz around u. u dink its all crap? shiny prob will, but seriously, i'm not tokin bout diz cuz i hav nth else 2 say. i've suddenly realised how much of life i've wasted doin things tt i thut was e most impt. until now den i realised how much i was wrong. we shudnt make e same mistake twice, so i'll resolve 2 change my perspective n hopefulli my character as welz.. oh n diz paragraph is utterly unrelated 2 e 1st but will b connected 2 e next.
du ppl c me seriously? i dun bliv dey du. i put on sho many diff masks 4 so many diff occasions tt i've lost myself. i wasnt born wif so many personalities tt switch 2 suit e occasion. i develope all diz personalities frm all e diff encounters tt i've had. i bliv tt if sum1 ask u 2 describe 1 thing bout me, e 1st din tt cums 2 mind will prob b 'oh she giggles ALOT'. but i dun wan 2 b rmbed 4 tt. i wan 2 b taken seriously, but sumhow i hav lost wt i originally was. i've been influenced by so many ppl n so many diff characters tt i've fell in2 e trap of bein lyk dem. n havin met so many diff ppl, naturally i adopt many behaviours. i du not noe wt my real personality is. i've lost my sense of self n i'm juz confused by hu i realli m. i wan 2 start changin but i du not noe which direction 2 head in2, hu i realli m...
i suddenly dink how much my url n template suits how i'm feelin...
